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* I can't wait to go to warped tour.... its going to be so much fun.... well i can't wait for season 6 to come out for Queer As Folk... yes there is a season six people... im so excited..... well nothin fun or unusual happened in my life... although i feel depressed like theres nothing in side my thats worth being here... i feel so unhappy... but whatever i want to say i love my family and i love more people ( you guys know who you are )... bye
*PeAcE*
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[17 Jul 2005|01:10am] |
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* Wow it has been a long time sence i updated this thing.... well nothing really is going on in my life right now..... i just turned 16..... and i just got back from mass.. and six flags....... i miss alot of people (you guys know who you are)..... and that all really! *
PeAcE
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[22 May 2005|03:38pm] |
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* today was boring i had to clean my room but im happy i did it looks alot better now. hopefully me and my dad will be leaveing soon so i can hang with april and the gang. but who knos hes sleeping so i dont kno if i can go. i hope.... PeAcE! *
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[21 May 2005|10:21am] |
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* all i can say is that me and april had a fun night last night.
*it was so much fun. *
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[11 May 2005|07:01pm] |
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* Well im not at home im at a place called the spot. i love this place i will be going there more often. WEll i guess ill end this entry...*
*DAN> I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!!!!!!*
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[02 May 2005|09:24pm] |
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* Well i haven't updated this in a while. im srry that i am updating it with not alot to say but i did want to say that i got a new laptop. this entry is my first entry by my laptop. wow i probly sound corny.... but whatever i love it! *
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[16 Apr 2005|01:47am] |
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* this entry is going to be a quick one..... i just need to get this out cause it is driving me mad. i have a problem so im going to put it in here so i can look back on it and laugh. ok well here it is...... theres this boy that i really like and he knows this. but theres a twist hes staight.... i cant stop thinking about him constantly. thats all thats on my mind lately and i cant stand it. am i wrong for having this type of feelings for this person. am i psycho. should i be ashamed. well i have no idea what to do. it scares me cause i think im becoming absessed with him but i dont want to be. my friends say that the best thing for me to do is tell him. i know he wouldnt do anything about it. im just scared. god i need a boyfriends to get my mind off of him. well ok i guess i should stop this before i write alot cause i have alot more to say but whatever. *
* bye to all, and to all a goodnight. *
oh before i forget: ~*.: Only Cool Guys Kiss Guys! :.*~
*PeAcE*
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[09 Apr 2005|01:15am] |
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* My Grammas doing ok. the doctors say she will pass saturday or sunday. im glad i got to see her i hope to see her tommorrow. i love her. it was nice seeing everyone there thats apart of my family on my moms side and i got to meet my great uncle. (never knew i had one but i found out i do). Well ill update if anything else goes wrong in my life! *
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[06 Apr 2005|09:32pm] |
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* well i could never have realized my life could get worse but hey, guess what it did. well i get home today and find out that my aunt needs to talk to me and she wanted to talk to me alone. so im thinking that she found sumthing out or i was in trouble. but no she told me that my grandmother is in the hospital and they think they should pull the plug. (what great news, huh!) well hopefully i can go see her tomorrow with my mom and say hi to her and tell her i love her. so thats about it!
Well bbye to all!
~*PeAsE*~
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[05 Apr 2005|10:18pm] |
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* Wow, The Time when i finally update this. its been forever. ok well nothin exciting has happended in my life but i dont kno how i feel anymore. i think i feel happy at one time and then im miserible the next. but who knows i just need someone i can talk to i guess to get out my feelings and shit. i have no idea but ive been a bitch lately. well enough about my feelings no one cares anyways. i watched the movie "moulin rouge" yesturday and i loved it. i guess i love musicals. i love the whole story line and stuff. well i dont kno what else to say. oh... just in case dan if you read this we do need to talk sometime i dont care where or how. but its important. well i guess im out. *
My new peom! ( i also have it in french! < i translated it > Just incase someone does want the french one send me your email address and ill send it to you!
¿Why Me?
Why me,
I wonder this everyday,
I wish this pain to just go away,
Why me,
Thats what I want to know,
Why is this feeling inside me like so,
Why me,
Why do I feel so wrong today,
I can't take it anymore why do you stay,
Why me,
Thats all I need to know is why,
I want these tears to just become dry,
Why me,
I am about ready to just say goodbye,
Just up and leave and fly,
Why me,
I wonder this everyday,
Why me,
Thats all I have to say!
.:*~~*:.
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[25 Mar 2005|11:42pm] |
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* This is a quick one just to say i wont be on tommorrow cause i have a job interview from nine to two. *DAN~ I have the url to the place where we can talk*
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[20 Mar 2005|06:52pm] |
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* Well My Saturday sucked..... It started great but it turned to shit. Ok it started by me waking up at around like 10:something. Dan was coming to pick me up for katt's party. (I was so excited). So I was waiting for him, At the time I went to wash the car with aunt brooke till he called. Cassie called the cell saying dan will be there within an half hour. We got home and a couple minutes later dan called saying he'd be at my house before one. Well.... at 1:30 he showed up and we were off to katt's. We got there and I met 1 of his friends that I didnt meet at jaun's. Her name was maddy. There was me, dan, maddy, katt, britney, chrissy, steph, stephy, jaun, and two other people that i didnt really meet. So i had so much fun. we watched saw and played a game with alot of ?s. I just want to say that all of them are great people and i love them all. so pizza came and we were eating and talking about stuff. I called my dad and told him to tell my aunt that i dont kno when dan's mom is getting there to bring me home so he told me that im probly going to have to stay. o by the way my dad knows now that im G*A*Y! Now we aren't talking to each other and he hates me even more. im sorry i couldnt be perfect for him but watever. all this crap happened and i was put through hell and dan was too by my dad. So i had to leave and now i cant talk to them any more till i get alittle bit older but i'll find a way to just say hi here and there. but i just want to say to dan that im sorry and i didnt mean for this to happen to us and there will be atime where we can see eachother again but dont wait for me i dont want you to be unhappy. dont worry about me and keep looking you'll find someone like me but maybe in the future if theres still feelings there we could try another relationship. but i have to go now and finish some stuff. *
* Here is what dan wrote to me! *
*( Here it is! )
~*PeAcE*~
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[18 Mar 2005|02:32am] |
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* this is just a random entry *
* I wanted to post my new quiz i made *
* ( ~.:Are You The Perfect Guy!:.~ ) *
* Me And Dan Talked Tonight For Over 5 Hours * < (yah) >
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[17 Mar 2005|10:51pm] |
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* I am so happy i can't explain the fellings i have with words. im kinda falling in love but i dont want to rush things. i dont want dan or i to get hurt. but he is so cute and i luv him to pieces and i cant wait till we can hang out more.*
* First i have a link for you all!!*
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* Now for all my friends that want to kno what dan looks like i have some pics but i dont kno how to put them in here so if they dont show i promise im working on it!*
( ~*.:Here They Are:.*~ )
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[13 Mar 2005|04:02pm] |
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* ok i cant get into to much detail, i dont have the time. but i went with dan sat. it was fun i loved all his friends.
Well i have a song that i deticate to someone special:
Air Supply - Two Less Lonely People In The World Lyrics
(Howard Greenfield, Ken Hirsch)
I was down my dreams were wearing thin
When you're lost where do you begin
My heart always seemed to drift from day to day
Looking for the love that never came my way
Then you smiled and I reached out to you
I could tell you were lonely too
One look and then it all began for you and me
The moment that we touched I knew that there would be
CHORUS
Two less lonely people in the world
And it's gonna be fine
Out of all the people in the world
I just can't believe you're mine
In my life where everything was wrong
Something finally went right
Now there's two less lonely people
In the world tonight
Just to think what I might have missed
Looking back how did I exist
I dreamed, still I never thought I'd come this far
But miracles come true, I know 'cause here we are
CHORUS
Tonight I fell in love with you
And all the things I never knew
Seemed to come to me somehow
Baby, love is here and now there's
CHORUS.
I have a poem to ptu in here but i dont have it with me but it will b on here 2morrow.*
*~PeAcE~*
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[13 Mar 2005|03:27pm] |
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*I havent updated this in a while but my life is great now and i will b back to tell all the details........*
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[24 Feb 2005|12:55pm] |
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*i am so bored..... i want to go to the mall but i cant. i spent the nite last nite at my friends house wat a blast. it was fun fun..... i guess i have nothing else to say but watever. i think i want to tell dan that i want to spend more time with him and i want a relationship but i havent met him yet.*
*~PeAcE~*
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[16 Feb 2005|11:23am] |
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*im in school so there isnt going to be alot.... i just wanted to say that i was invited to a b-day party and i cant wait i hope i can go i really want to meet dan..... i dont kno wat im going to get him mabe just a card but i hope my friend can come with me.*
* OK lunch time bbye*
~*PeAcE*~
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[13 Feb 2005|04:00pm] |
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*Well again i haven't updated this in a long time but i have a good reason this time. it was more important that i help with my pikachu (my Aunt's Dog)
. he got attacked by a big great dane-? and he was hurt bad so i skiped school friday to stay home and see him. i am going to go with them hopefuly to the vets monday to see whats up and then im going to school. i dont think i want to go i think i would be better going to school but i hope for the best for pikachu. hes doing really good and i cant wait to b able to play with him when he gets better.*
*~PeAcE~*
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